Geri's Life Safari

昨天去游乐园，得意忘形，下旋转盘时人一飘，一屁股坐地上了
一坐坐出个疑似脚掌骨裂，回家后开始剧痛，一晚上痛着没睡着
PAIN果然和LIMBO有点联系，晚上翻来覆去都想打吗啡了（看电视太多...）

早上很颓地坐出租去医院，马上借了副轮椅坐下，比单脚跳好很多
只有骨科，没有伤科，还是老样子，先拍片子，伸蹄抬脚也是剧痛
医生看了片子后就说，这个小点可能是小骨碎片，但我看有点像淤血
最终不同意他的意见，没有上石膏，只开了些活血的药，照样蹒跚回家

现在脚都不能着地，肿痛的厉害，加之一夜未眠，人有点像传说中的赤佬
额...从亲戚出还借来了双拐，人不能行走真是件很恐怖的事情
原来想当然的WC、喝水都那么遥不可及，连米要上我膝盖睡觉都得残忍拒绝她

忙了父母和亲戚、耽误了复习和论文、人处于人鬼不是的疲倦象...
假假地问句，这是所谓的“天降将大任于斯人”么？

将MARTIAN CHILD的后半部分看完，听到Electric Light Orchestra的Mr Blue Sky
原来此歌在Enternal Sunshine and Spotless Mind中也出现过
大自然无限美好，只是没有很多气力和福分分享...将这首很不合适的歌放在这里
永恒的阳光,憧憬一如前（骗人的话）：）~~~~
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 Mr. Blue SkyLyrics
Artist: Electric Light Orchestra

Sun is shinin' in the sky
There ain't a cloud in sight
It's stopped rainin' ev'rybody's in a play
And don't you know
It's a beautiful new day hey,hey

Runnin' down the avenue
See how the sun shines brightly in the city
On the streets where once was pity
Mister blue sky is living here today hey, hey

Mister blue sky please tell us why
You had to hide away for so long
Where did we go wrong?

Hey you with the pretty face
Welcome to the human race
A celebration, mister blue sky's up there waitin'
And today is the day we've waited for

Hey there mister blue
We're so pleased to be with you
Look around see what you do
Ev'rybody smiles at you

Mister blue sky, mister blue sky
Mister blue sky

Mister blue, you did it right
But soon comes mister night creepin' over
Now his hand is on your shoulder
Never mind I'll remember you this
I'll remember you this way

Mister blue sky please tell us why
You had to hide away for so long
Where did we go wrong?

Hey there mister blue
We're so pleased to be with you
Look around see what you do
Ev'rybody smiles at you
Ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba
Ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba

今天做兼职从早上10点到晚上10点，12小时

和SUMMER一起把春节拖沓的订单陆续整理打印送出

下午3点吃的午饭，晚饭没吃，10点走出公司

自认自己效率低、偷懒、XENOPHOBIC、BIASED...

看到SUMMER如此敬业(头昏脑胀还一直接电话写订单，甚至过年来公司过夜处理工作）

很感动，态度决定一切吧...不知将来走上工作岗位会成何样？

空空的情人节，在昏睡、焦虑、做题中度过，tantrum～
因为起晚了，连APE和WC她们的单身派对都错过了
额，有些潦倒，情人节对单身的人来说没什么感觉...
明天继续去做兼职，千忙之中，谁让主管打电话来时我刚睡醒呢？
改错继续遭受打击...因为其他的都还没做~
贴上首莎翁的SONNET.18,with or without love,we shall be grateful ...
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Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date:

Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd

But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou growest:

So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long lives this and this gives life to thee.

最近被两个人的传奇故事所吸引了
Chris McCandless和Tim Treadwell
有些奇怪的人生，英雄般的死亡，以及留给后世的无限猜测

看了Sean Penn最新导演的Into the Wild，史诗式的传记风光片
将Chris这个在名校毕业后销声匿迹的年轻人完全神化了
也许真正的CHRIS就是一个准备不足、幻象过度、饿死在阿拉斯的愣头青
但从影片中，很多人找到了自己曾经或者现在的身影
那股叛逆、复仇和不顾一切...在看影片时，我是羡慕主人公的
饱读文学，见识广泛，热爱自然...大概自己一辈子不会有这样的传奇经历吧

而Tim给人的印象，首先是他离奇的死亡，和女友在国家公园被熊吃了
他生命中的最后13年都是在那里和他热爱的灰熊度过
却以这样恐怖的方式结束，真是有点让人扼腕，想到了Steve Irving
当然其违背公园规定、过于亲近动物可能也最终造成了自身的悲剧
又想到了小说His Dark Materials中的盔甲熊，最终将它牺牲的朋友吃了，不过那人是情愿的吧
我在想，Tim最终是不是会满意自己的这个结局呢？
在那段6分钟的音频里，Tim和女友都做过求生的挣扎，虽然是徒劳的...

今天花了一天读了很多关于两人的文献和影片评论，我不知是对人文感情趣还是对名人逸闻爱的更多
传奇背后总有更多故事，Chris和Tim算是死的壮烈，C死在的BUS已经成为无数年轻探险者的圣地～
奢望将来能去那里朝圣，但更希望能去非洲的国家公园真正感受自然，那肯定比BBC和NGC的纪录片更刺激～额，貌似接下去还有很多事情要做...诶，人生啊...

Chris McCandless in the movie "Into The Wild"

And when it rains on your parade, look up rather than down. Without the rain, there would be no rainbow.
Gilbert Chesterton (1874-1936)
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Sheryl Crow.A lady with dignity.family oriented.feminist

21号开始的学校专八培训，魔鬼式的
老师都是我们学校最强的英语老师

风趣的Y老师（写作改错文化都她来，就是厉害）
长相和声音不是很符合的听力老头（时不时要从GENTLE的英英里爆出上海话,cultural shock?）
比较高深的翻译老头（反正我们肯定都翻不过他的...），也听不出他什么英，反正难理解
英美概况的W老师解题神速、效率很高，也是英英
好像还有个阅读的老师还没见过，明天吧...

大概自从高三后没那么高强度过，大学四年学的太少！
专八几大部分出错率都比较高，额...真是场艰苦的战役,寒假也没什么休闲了...

今天是早上八点上到晚上八点
从下午的课开始人就有点效率下降了（听力作的很惨，额，听力也成问题...其他更）
晚上W老师的课倒振作精神了，2小时不到讲完了英国..ha,it's just general knowledge

每天都挺累的，学习大概就应该这样进行
在听Una furtiva lagrima,悲歌似的，来自歌剧L'elisir d'amore
在听百多年前Enrico Caruso的版本和二战后Pavarotti的版本
但其实L'elisir d'amore是部很结局不错的歌剧，起码有情人终成眷属了

诶～睡觉了，明天又起不来了
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Una furtiva lagrima (A furtive tear) is the romanza taken from Act II, Scene 2 of the Italian opera, L'elisir d'amore by Gaetano Donizetti. It is sung by Nemorino (tenor) when he finds that the love potion he bought to win his dream lady’s heart, Adina, works.

Nemorino is in love with Adina, but she isn't interested in a relationship with an innocent, rustic man. To win her heart, Nemorino buys a “love potion” with all the money he has in his pocket. The “love potion” is actually a cheap red wine sold by a con business traveler. But when he sees Adina crying, he knows that she has fallen in love with him and the “Elixir” works!

 Enrico Caruso

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm handin' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm handing on to the words you say
You said that I will be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home